I feel so depressed and confused? HELP?

I hate my life, and myself. All I really want to do is die, but commiting suicide is too hard. I'm 17, and want to go back to school, but I'm too depressed. I can't get a job, and I sit alone at home all day crying. I'm seeing people about this, but NOTHING is helping! What should I do? Is there any answer other than paramedics, hospital, psychiatrists, or therapists. I've had all of that help.