My life is falling apart!?

First, I will tell you not to carry on the burdens of your father. You are your own person with your own path and you should continue on it.If his people are bothering you too much then take it to the police. Next, you should have a conversation with your mother. Tell her that you have a lot going on right now and if its anyone you need at this moment, its her. You do have family members to help you out, and you should be very thankful for that at the very least. You should just pray about everything that is happening in your life, and think in positive ways. I believe that you are very blessed as it is, and you should take notice of the positive things in your life to keep your mind from the negative. And as for the house, you should definitely keep it. It can become your own place of serenity and peace and a place to reflect on the happier times in your life.